Am I ever going to learn?

I’m so sick and tired of feeling like this. I hate that just when I’m feeling pretty good…confident…strong…knowing that I’m where I’m supposed to be… then I start second guessing myself. Wondering what I should have done differently. Wishing I was somewhere else.

Ugh…I’m so fed up with this. I wish I could just turn off all the noise in my head. It’s really making me crazy. I have entirely too much time alone with my thoughts these days.