To socialize, or not to socialize…

…That is the question. I hate that after years of sitting at home doing nothing, I’ve become so complacent and comfortable in that life. I want to have a social life, and I think I need it. But at the end of the day, I find it so difficult to do anything but go home and lounge around in my sweats.

I feel so old….too old to be at this point in my life. You’re supposed to be young when you do this…try to make friends and form a life. I don’t know what I’m doing….